Treat to 'ME'

After a long time i want to write just for myself.
A beautiful long journey which i have undertaken, not sure what way this is heading towards.
Today as I look back, everything seems to be so different and so changed.
Now , I can see a young girl on a mission to accept the whole world, on a mission to love everyone and hate no one. Stupid it does sound but Oh! the girl loves it all.

I know I have flaws. I know my ways are often wrong. All I wanted was hapiness all around, all I got was confusion all around. Every road I travel has its own huge speed breakers, some i'am able to see but at the rest I also stumble.
My path is not a bed of roses, but I love it this way. I love the way things come to me....
Flashback takes me to my childhood. A naughty me upto something. Teenager was even worse. Years pass by and today the story remains unchanged and the turmoil within me remains the same.....
Something I'am not able to define, something that still remain unanswered -
> Why do I want a bloom in the desert?
> Why do I see light even when it is darkness all around?
> Why is there no limit to my being concerned about everyone I come in contact with.
> Why the hell can I not kiss my people before I, Go, kiss the world.

Escaped..

She closed her eyes to take that jump into the pool of meditation. It was her addiction that not only comforted her, but also took her to the valley of strangers where she had no expectations. That was always pleasant. But on the other hand, her thoughts caged her with the fear of loss. Certainty could come and jolt her anytime. The wing of ideation always took her to the flight of dreams. If you build a castle out of sand, would you rather let the waves destroy it or do that on your own? She did ponder upon. Yet the waves became a friend that she entrusted, not herself.
She did want to capture those waves in her words, but their lucidity always escaped her ink.

Read the novel 'room'.....it makes u realise what efforts it takes by parents to teach a baby to see a world which is almost allien to him, a good read infact............
Momma, dad I love yu both.  I really don't have to mention it publicly but no matter where  and how many platforms i get to show my love for you both it'll be less.

Views I miss... Views you make me miss !

If only I cud give all dat yu wished for..Squeezed in between the Hondas & Hyundais, standing in the heat of their AC's all yu asked fr was dat left over brownie....


But some say:
>>>>>>>>>>>Learn to differentiate between needy n greedy..... Help those who deserve it not those who sell thr talent of asking for help......92M 468095 d day u r able to identify d importance of this number feel free to even gift them a Honda or Hyundai




So many views to bombard our views everytime.... 
Yeah those are the right people, never wrong and very practical.
I only know what you want me to know...
Afteral its a silent war of my words I don't know. Because I only know what you want me to know....!

Just a few more months to go, and then I'll be on my toes.
Maye independent- not for myself but for all....

Exploring Nd yet Exploringgg...

It is indeed a wonderful achievement.

You know yes it is.

I but still question you how....??

Is it just what I saw then nd wat I heard now..

Wow the achievement really makes yu A high flying bird.

But have you ever noticed the trouble your birdy shitt causes when you are somewhere touching the sky while flying.....

You're a winner with a class apart, but Oh I still though WONDER....!!!!

Is the class really apart maybe for me its a strange start...!!!!

I don't want to explore an unknown territory nemore...yes you are right its yuuu..!!!!

Its all in me..
Really glad 2 be a part of this amazin world of blogs once again.